{"product_id":"always-you-paperback-1","title":"Always, You - Paperback","description":"\u003cdiv\u003e\u003cp style=\"text-align: right;\"\u003e\u003ca href=\"https:\/\/reportcopyrightinfringement.com\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\"\u003e\u003cb\u003eReport copyright infringement\u003c\/b\u003e\u003c\/a\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003c\/div\u003e\u003cp\u003eby \u003cb\u003eAnna J. Carter\u003c\/b\u003e (Author)\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003cstrong\u003eZayn Blackwell was my first mistake. Five years later, he's the only one I'm still dying to make.\u003c\/strong\u003e \u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003eHe wasn't just my first love-he was everything. My always. My future. Then he left for Seattle, and I was left with pieces of my heart and a silence that nearly drowned me. \u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003eI've spent five years putting myself back together. I have Mia, my morning walks, a clinic where I save animals instead of risking my heart on people. I've built walls so high nothing can touch me. I'm safe. I'm whole. I'm fine. \u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003eUntil he comes back to Bellrose, and I realize I've been holding my breath this entire time. \u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003eThe boy I loved is gone, replaced by a man I don't know anymore-broader shoulders, more tattoos covering skin I used to kiss, carrying keys to a house on the cliffs that shouldn't exist. A house built from every dream I ever shared with him. Every room is an apology he doesn't deserve. Every sunrise through those windows is a promise he's trying to keep. \u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003eHe thinks he can fix what he broke. He thinks coming back is enough. \u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003eHe wants a second chance. I just want to remember why I can't give him one. \u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003eZayn swears his \"always\" was real. That he's staying this time. But what scares me isn't that he'll leave again. It's that I'm already hoping he won't.\n            \u003cdiv\u003e\n\u003cstrong\u003eNumber of Pages:\u003c\/strong\u003e 282\u003c\/div\u003e\n            \u003cdiv\u003e\n\u003cstrong\u003eDimensions:\u003c\/strong\u003e 0.64 x 8 x 5 IN\u003c\/div\u003e\n            \u003cdiv\u003e\n\u003cstrong\u003ePublication Date:\u003c\/strong\u003e February 23, 2026\u003c\/div\u003e\n            ","brand":"BooksCloud","offers":[{"title":"Default Title","offer_id":48289461272825,"sku":"9781919552613","price":23.02,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":true}],"thumbnail_url":"\/\/cdn.shopify.com\/s\/files\/1\/0789\/2782\/3097\/files\/yHxCd4cCTv9781919552613.webp?v=1776263906","url":"https:\/\/bookscloud.io\/products\/always-you-paperback-1","provider":"BooksCloud Book Dropshipping","version":"1.0","type":"link"}