{"product_id":"to-never-see-heaven-paperback","title":"To Never See Heaven - Paperback","description":"\u003cdiv\u003e\u003cp style=\"text-align: right;\"\u003e\u003ca href=\"https:\/\/reportcopyrightinfringement.com\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\"\u003e\u003cb\u003eReport copyright infringement\u003c\/b\u003e\u003c\/a\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003c\/div\u003e\u003cp\u003eby \u003cb\u003eGarrett Garland\u003c\/b\u003e (Author)\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eTo Never See Heaven opens with the protagonist, Antony\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eShrader, agonizing over his decision to write a commencement speech\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003etraditionally given by his husband. This year is different. His lover is\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003edying. In order to bring himself to do this speech, Antony must look\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eback at the pages of his own life that have brought him to fulfill this\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eduty. After all, a commencement is not the end. It is the beginning.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eAntony's story begins as a gay teenager born into privilege.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eHowever, Antony's sensitive nature and unresolved traumas had\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003econvinced him that he had lived a past life as a suffering poet. He\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003ebelieved that the inevitable separation from his family and their elitist\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eworld was his chance to redeem himself from beyond a world he knew.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eAntony could not shake these feelings of his fated doom and loneliness.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eTo escape this void, he would flee to study in Paris, either to rise to the\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003etrue destiny of his life or to lay down his body where he felt the true\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eorigins of his spirit had been conceived. There, Antony would fall in\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003elove, but while his heart and mind flourished in Paris, his body and spirit\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003ewould succumb to addiction; the demons of his past life came to haunt\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003ehim. In the process of trying to outrun himself, his fall into the darkness\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003einevitably brings him to humility and true healing. There he found what\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003ehe had needed most, his own love and acceptance.\u003c\/p\u003e\n            \u003cdiv\u003e\n\u003cstrong\u003eNumber of Pages:\u003c\/strong\u003e 392\u003c\/div\u003e\n            \u003cdiv\u003e\n\u003cstrong\u003eDimensions:\u003c\/strong\u003e 1.07 x 9 x 6 IN\u003c\/div\u003e\n            \u003cdiv\u003e\n\u003cstrong\u003ePublication Date:\u003c\/strong\u003e July 28, 2025\u003c\/div\u003e\n            ","brand":"BooksCloud","offers":[{"title":"Default Title","offer_id":48757427568889,"sku":"9781960903594","price":28.73,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":true}],"thumbnail_url":"\/\/cdn.shopify.com\/s\/files\/1\/0789\/2782\/3097\/files\/5PxSrLbh_u9781960903594.webp?v=1785946515","url":"https:\/\/bookscloud.io\/products\/to-never-see-heaven-paperback","provider":"BooksCloud Book Dropshipping","version":"1.0","type":"link"}