{"product_id":"worms-dirt-paperback-1","title":"Worms, Dirt - Paperback","description":"\u003cdiv\u003e\u003cp style=\"text-align: right;\"\u003e\u003ca href=\"https:\/\/reportcopyrightinfringement.com\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\"\u003e\u003cb\u003eReport copyright infringement\u003c\/b\u003e\u003c\/a\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003c\/div\u003e\u003cp\u003eby \u003cb\u003eDaniel Barban Levin\u003c\/b\u003e (Author)\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\"The \/ drugs, the page, none of it is here. That was years ago,\" Daniel Barban Levin writes in his debut collection of poems, trying to create an inventory of blank spaces, to describe the persistent presence -- the psychological furniture -- of what no longer exists. \"There was a room. I lived there. \/ Now, I can't find it anymore.\" \u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eWritten in the wake of the media storm surrounding the revelation of the Sarah Lawrence cult, interrogating the constructs of confessionalism and journalistic epistemology after the release of memoirs and viral articles and a Hulu docu-series, \u003ci\u003eWorms, Dirt \u003c\/i\u003econsiders the soil beneath the story playing out aboveground. These poems are a unique telling of two kinds of departure - leaving a cult and exiting a relationship. They weave together fragments and elisions of memory -- \"Was any of it right? Did any of it happen the way \/ You remembered?\" -- reverse engineering a story from the aftermath -- \"The piece you still can't find. It must be true. He was \/\/ Gentle. Sometimes, he was gentle.\" Devastating and open-hearted, these pages transcribe transformation and reconstruction of self, survival, reckoning. They confront the intimate betrayals of belonging to a high-control group or seeking love from the wrong romantic relationships. These lyrics confront horror and a fragile hope in their recognition of this inconceivable thing, the soft flesh smothered by the scar: \"The hands' capacity \/ For gentleness even as you watched them, in disbelief, dismantle you.\" \u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eTraversing New York and New Hampshire and landing in Los Angeles, Levin treats the things we leave behind as the material from which we grow. Most striking about \u003ci\u003eWorms, Dirt\u003c\/i\u003e is its lyrical metacommentary -- as a book about writing a book, it constantly refuses the constraints of the imposed narrative memoir and the parasitic appetite for sensationalism, easily commodified true crime, and flattening characterizations of victims and villains. \"For I am at work, writing this \/ For I have accrued so many reasons to live.\" \u003c\/p\u003e\u003ch3\u003eAuthor Biography\u003c\/h3\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eLevin is the author of \u003ci\u003eSlonim Woods 9\u003c\/i\u003e (Crown, 2021), described by \u003ci\u003eNylon\u003c\/i\u003e as \"extraordinary, biting, observant,\" a memoir that vividly recounts his experience as a survivor of a college cult and offers a profound exploration of manipulation, resilience, and recovery. He produced the Hulu docuseries \u003ci\u003eStolen Youth\u003c\/i\u003e, which unflinchingly depicted the tragic consequences of coercive control and the remarkable resilience of its survivors. His essays and poems have appeared in \u003ci\u003eProvincetown Arts\u003c\/i\u003e, \u003ci\u003ePsychology Today\u003c\/i\u003e, and numerous other publications, and he has spoken and taught widely on the power of poetry, memoir, mental health, trauma recovery, and the psychology of coercion for both national media--including \u003ci\u003eRadiolab\u003c\/i\u003e--and classrooms across the country. Levin lives in Los Angeles.\u003c\/p\u003e\n            \u003cdiv\u003e\n\u003cstrong\u003eNumber of Pages:\u003c\/strong\u003e 104\u003c\/div\u003e\n            \u003cdiv\u003e\n\u003cstrong\u003eDimensions:\u003c\/strong\u003e 0.4 x 8.99 x 5.92 IN\u003c\/div\u003e\n            \u003cdiv\u003e\n\u003cstrong\u003ePublication Date:\u003c\/strong\u003e March 15, 2026\u003c\/div\u003e\n            ","brand":"BooksCloud","offers":[{"title":"Default Title","offer_id":47533642350841,"sku":"9781961897748","price":19.39,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":false}],"thumbnail_url":"\/\/cdn.shopify.com\/s\/files\/1\/0789\/2782\/3097\/files\/vISQ4rVi539781961897748_168ac5a6-5675-42a4-912a-1eee3e3dc43f.webp?v=1773874665","url":"https:\/\/bookscloud.io\/products\/worms-dirt-paperback-1","provider":"BooksCloud Book Dropshipping","version":"1.0","type":"link"}